I will not

I will not complete yoU
I will not be the most attractive guy
I will not always make yoU smile
I will not always be a comfort
I will not always understand
I will not have lots of money
I will not bring yoU eternal joy
I will not bring yoU complete security
I will not set your heartf fully at peace
I will not always make yoU happy
I will not always put yoU first
I will not change exactly into who yoU want
I will not be all that i'm supposed to be
I will not be your source of life
I will not keep yoU from being lonely
I will not make yoU more beautiful
I will not encourage yoU enough
I will not thank yoU enough
I will not love yoU enough
I will not hold yoU enough
I will not be enough for yoU
I will not walk with yoU enough
I will not laugh with yoU enough
I will not cry with yoU enough
I will not be real with yoU enough
I will not seek God with yoU enough
I will not serve with yoU enough
I will not always be your closet friend
I will not always be your strongest ally
I will not always be your biggest fan
I will not be the life of the party
I will not be the master of all trades
I will not be a knight in shining armor
I will not be wholly free from my own sin
I will not be wholly free from your sin
I will not be fully redeemed
I will not be a master of Christianity
I will not be enough of a Jesus lover
I will not be enough of a crazy people lover
I will not be super romantic
I will not take your breathe away
I will not make everything alright
I will not get yoU the house that yoU may want
I will not get yoU the exact family that yoU may want
I will not make all your dreams come true
I will not be your dream come true
I will not ......
I will not be your John, Dave, Joe, or Steve

Though of all these things yoU are deserving, I am a very lacking and selfish creature.


I will only be: simply - me. . .
. . . God created (oh what a sense of humor). God loved(oh what mercy).

BUT

... my one job amongst all my lackings, is to push yoU closer to the Almighty, Loving God that created yoU as well.


(C) C.S.Popstar. Pending Publishing House. The Bat Cave, March 2009.